my resolution

December 30th, 2006 by pinkgirl-joycen

In few hours time bye bye 2006 and welcome 2007 a brand new year to all.. many things happened in 2006 some are good and some are not but we all know it gave us opportunity to grow and learn to be a better person. Each day we look forward on what opportunities or challenges that may come our way, we met different people with different personalities.

My 2006 was indeed great many blessings came such as my ARC came out by feb 14, 2006, got my ideal birthday celebration, bought unexpected jewelries and luxurious things, help my brother in financial matter (whenever i have extra money), challenges in work a sort of responsibility coz sometimes i felt like giving up coz of stressed and thinking about my life before in the phils and now like what iv said its far diff. really, met different people from work with diff. personalities but i will never ever forget the day i met "twin sister and bestfriend" coz they became my outlet during my ups and downs then i met the bear girls i know many trials will come between us but i hope it won’t affect our friendship, learned the cultures in taiwan and language.. i enrolled in a 1month program with joy and happily within that short span of time i learned terms which help me to interact with taiwanese. hahaha! it’s hard at first but i know eventually il be able to learn and be comfortable in using it. But my 2006 also gave me hard time to adjust not just in work but emotionally yeah all my friends know what iv been through.. a year of wine/alcohol for me whenever im sad and think about my sad love story yeah.. that’s true i admit it but it doesnt make any sense. Whenever i think about it now i just want to slap my face and say "joycen! gumising ka ende siya worth ng tears mo guy like him dont deserve your love.." well i know that it’s just that sometimes i regret being inlove with that person coz i just didnt lost the person i once loved but the friendship we had. we wer so happy then but things now is very diff we dont even talk and say hi but i know God has a purpose but i wanna thank him for helping me be a better person. yeah for letting me feel iv been taken forgranted and letting me feel i deserves someone much much better than him. so i guess il start my 2007 with a smile… smile coz il be going home to visit my friends and relatives it will last for 2 weeks but i know it will be very memorable… but before my 2006 ends i wanna say thank u for all the people who became part of my 2006 ups and downs you’ll always be here in my heart…

Here’s my 2007 REsolution hahaha! hopefully or shall i say il do it resolution hahaha!

1. save money (stop shopping muna)

2. Visit phils and spend time with my relatives and friends as much as i can

3. totally forget bout the past

4. Be more mature to handle situations

5. Open my heart

6. Live my life happily

7. less drink kapag may occassion nalang

8. Know myself more

9. start saving for our house

10. no more debts sa credit cards ko..hahaha dapat 2k below nalang every month hahaha!

11. pwede na gimik hahaha big mama pwede na ba?!
12. be happy and contented with my life right now

13. Enjoy each blessing that may come my way

14. be inlove always.. hahahaha! :)

15. love love love my family as long as i can!

SOMEDAY

December 6th, 2006 by pinkgirl-joycen

SOMEDAY

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Bessie! Miss u

September 6th, 2006 by pinkgirl-joycen

 

                            

18126400037258sLook, it happened once again
It happens every now and then
Feeling the hurt and hating all the men
Ready to stop it all

That’s when I need a friendly face
To see me through these lonely days
Just to put some sunshine in my place
Don’t take too long I need you

Here I am
I haven’t gone that far away
And since I am
That kind of friend you know
Would stay with you through all the pain
Never to leave you in the rain
Ready to listen to what you’ve been through
Your woes and blues and share each other’s…

29961949639580l_2 CHORUS:
Points of view
We’ve been there once before
And kept our points of view
It doesn’t really matter if they’re never quite the same
We have our rules in different ways
We play the games of different folks with different strokes
And keep our points of view

See the world seems bright again
It only darkens now and then
Most of the time there’s just no telling when
Look up and see you’ve got me

Here we are
We may have gone our different ways
But since we are
The kind of friends who’ll always stay
No matter what the pain
Learning to love that cap o’ rain
Ready to say we’re here to stay in every way
Although we’e got our different…

HE’S THE ONE

September 6th, 2006 by pinkgirl-joycen

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DEFITINELY HE’S THE ONE! HAaay! Yeah! bELEIVE IT or not!

I found Him! haaaaaaaaaaay…

Well.. just wanna share i gt addicted wid the koreanovela "My Girl"! My friend lend me her full story of "My GIrl" fresh from the phils. pa iyon ah.. Dat was wednesday night and i started watching it.. It has 8 discs and it will take you 2hours for each disc but despite dat aja2 syempre ako! So after work i go home straight to watch it right away.. and guess wat? Inaabot talaga ako ng morning sometimes 5am in d morning na.. sobrang nahook ako sa kanya!  But Thanks to my mood of course kc natapos ko siya within 3 days!

The story is nice and the way they acted der nakow sobrang pacute hahaha! parang ang sarap ulit mainlove.. yeah! Pos the girl is always crying pa.. nakikita ko tuloy un sarili ko sa kanya! (hmmf!) guys talaga pareho2 (bawal kontra blog ko toh) pero syempre happy ending pa rin. Pero hello? syemSbs200106gcyr01a602lg_1pre  palabas lang iyon wala naman talagang happy ending na ganon. Its all in the mind. But thanks for the movie coz somehow it helped me to smile again.. Parang each day im looking forward on wat awaits for me o diba?! Yeah i know one day il love again.. o baka naman inlove na ko ngaun?! ————————————————————-> DIBA?!